The lies we choose to live with are the hardest ones to live with perhaps it is because we choose to live them.
If one does not create or implement a system of order a system of control will be choosen for you and you probably will be unhappy to say the least.
Order and Chaos R not so different in fact they are intertwined . Much. Like Mobius’s strip or ribbon 8 on its side and the Orerebus principle “The snake eats it tail and all begins anew somewhat Norse mythology so Ragnorok or for that matter Aremegeddon from the Hebrew Harmageddon which a field.